kanasai

i am quite a fucked up person... for this year... everyone has their own ups and downs and so am i but i do have a feeling that my problems are worst than any other people... and i know i have to do something in order to stop all those criticisms and problems from happening... life is tough but become extremely successful in life is not impossible if you try hard and have strong mentality... i am known to be a person who has weak mentality and i will be influenced greatly if someone tries to convince me about something or criticise me against my own will... sometimes i do have a feeling of punching all those sohais who like to "talk" a lot and look down at ppl... i fucking hate these kind of ppl... i knew weak mentality can cause me alot of troubles but somehow i still couldn't solve it effectively and i still trying very hard... it's hard to change someone's (me)personality in such a short time but i will give it a shot...

The future is in my hands and in order not to fuck up this life, something needs to be done.

this post is quite short... Will elaborate much about this shit during study break