DAMN !!! DENG !!!

hmm... how should i start ???

basically i was feeling not well in everything recently... i felt like i was a rubbish or some sort of bullsh*t... damn !!!

when XXX is preparing for his exam during the exam week... he will become so sleepy that he will have no intention to continue his study... at that time XXX will start thinking " so tired leh... better go sleep la "... and so after that XXX will stand up from the study table, go towards his bed's direction, jump onto it, clutching his comfortable soft pillow and start dreaming ( sleep ) within few minutes...

this is the giant steps towards failure... because XXX will never wake up again until the next morning when he will start to shout " OMG... I HAVENT READ ANYTHING LEH... SEI FO LO "... zzz

hmm... let me give another example...

when XXX's exam is over... he will feel sooooo NOT sleepy and stay energetic all the time... when XXX's friends ask him whether he wan to go night outing or not... XXX will tend to agree with it no matter how, without a doubt... besides, XXX will tend to stay awake until midnight late also don't want to sleep because he doen't feel sleepy at all... unlike when he was having his exam that time... during that time, XXX started to feel sleepy even though the clock doen't even strikes 10pm... zzz

well basically XXX is actually --- ME !!!!!

it's weird right ??? i'm sure most of you guys are enduring the same situation as me, i can bet that...

the feeling is bad... i've no doubt about it... especially when u know the questions are quite easy but you still couldn't do it because you didn't study well... it's really disappointing...

where is the hak kae who was considered as one of the top students that excel in both academic and sports when he was studying in primary school ??? seriously i need him back... NOW !!!

i think i will stop here... i have still got many things to crap here... but i'm just lazy to write it out... haizzz

hopefully i can prevent this shit from happening on me again... starting with macroecons mid term on week 7... but the question is... will i repeat the same mistake again ??? hmm lets see...